I usually do very well at keeping a Journal and recording my thoughts especially when I feel passionate. 

This was what i wrote today. It has nothing to do with anyone, but me. It is really just my motives and how I look at life. So as always on this site, take it for what you will, and if you dont like it, its all good to. If you do like it, I am glad it works for you. Peace and love. Joshua Gray Hamilton. Dig the world, be Original. 

Oh yeah, and dont mind the spelling, and grammar, and punctuation. I DONT CARE. : )

I really think that your world is what you make it. Period. That’s it that’s all. And if you have the opportunity to make your world and possibly the world of others around you a beautiful one and a worry free one, I don’t see why you wouldn’t want to. People are getting so bent out of shape about the world and about how things are going and about America and about all these different things, but what they are not realizing is a few things. People are choosing their lives. People must be content enough to live the way that they are living, cause DAMN, if they weren’t I think they would do something about it. And not that there is nothing they can do, but it all goes back to the coach Karriker thing for me. Either you get off you ass or you don’t. That’s the bottom line. If you want to see something done, you are either going to take care of it, or you are not going to take care of it. That’s it that’s all.

One of my beginning motivations for Organic and Raw food was that I thought it would give people motivation. I thought that people are eating this standard American diet and they are so clouded up that there isn’t a way out. But the thing is there is always a way out, especially if it is something that you really want. Everyone knows what’s good and what is bad for their own life. I can’t say everyone, but most people know about foods that work for them and foods that don’t. If someone is fat, it is probably because the food they are eating has a bunch of fat in it, or something that is not agreeing with that persons individual system. Period. And people say I have tried this, I have tried that, me too. I said the same thing, but then I saw Jared from subway, and I thought o myself, if that dude can do it I can do it too. SO I DID. That’s it that’s all.

So I don’t believe anymore that it is the food that is clogging these people it there own standard of living. And obviously that standard has changed over the years, but who is anyone to say how any other person should experience life. It doesn’t make sense. If you don’t like something about your life, then change it. And if it doesn’t seem to be working, sit still and ask for guidance. It will come. But I just don’t believe in this one way thing anymore.

It still gets me a little worked up about them putting this weird stuff in our food. The chemicals and the high fructose corn syrup and all that mess. There is just no reason for that stuff at all. We had perfectly fine food, before that stuff and plenty of it, so I am going to continue to choose foods with out all that crap in it. That just makes me happier and I feel better about it. I don’t see any reason to eat mass produced food. It is just bad to me. The thing is other seem to be ok. Maybe they don’t know what I know, and I would like to help them understand it, but they have to want to know about that kind of thing, and its not my responsibility to tell them about it, and there are enough places out there that if they want to know about it they should be able to find out. So I don’t need to worry.

The other thing is that I think God has a specific purpose for all of our lives. And each person is born into each situation to experience that type of life. That is how I feel about it. But there is no reason for me to throw away a perfectly wonderful life, to go do something that may or may not work out. I really feel like God is telling me to take a chill pill and just live. Live how I want. And I just feel very grateful for that.

I think if you think of the world as a messed up place you are going to see a messed up place. If you have your standard of living, and you think that everyone else is screwed up then all you are going to see is a bunch of screwed up people. But if you embrace your life and where you are and understand that you were put here to experience life exactly how YOU would like to experience life, then things get so much easier.

There is an endless stream of wellbeing that you are always in. Always. All you have to do is accept it. Take all the things that are amazing in your life and just keep being thankful for them. Don’t try to change anything, do try to move things around, don’t try to figure things out, just be thankful for your life and what you have, and your thanks will be multiplied. We are not designed to live any certain way. We are not designed to eat a certain way or think a certain way, or be a certain way. We are made to be exactly like us. In exactly the situation that we are in. There is a reason you are in the situation you are in. and if you are looking for new opportunities try you hardest to let those opportunities come to you, cause they will likely steer you in the right direction and they will likely be things that you didn’t expect and thing that could make you happier then you could have ever imagined. See when you are thinking about changing your life, you are only thinking about one way. I want to get out of here, and THIS is how I am going to do it. Which is great. That’s not a bad place to be. And if you have that passion to do it, by all means get on that. But if you don’t know what direction to go or things just plain out suck, try to find the good. Try to find the roof over your head, and the food in the fridge, and the love all around and all and anything that you can be thankful for, and you will be brought those things that will make your situation better and better and better and better. I truly believe this with all my heart, cause it has happened to me for my whole life.

Now this could just be like the food thing, that something’s work for some people to eat and some things don’t. That’s that. And maybe this is like that too. That a certain mentality may work for some people and may not for others. But I cant help but notice the amazing blessings that surround me everyday. They really are incredible. And sometimes when we go do that one oddball thing that we usually wouldn’t have done, we end up finding ourselves in a completely different world. So watch out and pay attention, accept the beauty that surrounds you. It is there. You may have to dig it out but it is there. There is no perfect way to live your life. There is only your way and what make you happy. Fortunately for us, no one can tell us what makes us happy.

Anyway, I have thought about the farming lifestyle and about all the things, and I really was passionate about having my own farm, but the thing is I don’t think that is what I was meant to do. I don’t have a trail of breadcrumbs that is leading me that way. The more I think about that lifestyle now the more turned off I get. For a while it just seemed so logical to me that we wouldn’t need all the crazy things we have, if we went back to that lifestyle. The thing is this. Somewhere along the line, somebody needed something different and that’s why we are where we are. Maybe it was just greed and they wanted more money, that could be a big part of it. The thing is in the end we are all responsible for how we treat ourselves, and the standard of life that we entertain as human beings. I like the idea of the farm, it just doesn’t seem practical at all right now, or logical and I could dig, and dig, and dig, and dig and not get anywhere, or I could sit here and enjoy my life how it is, in the world as it is and understand that I was born here and now to be here and now.

God knows what you need to be happy, and what bothers you and how you will live and die and the things that will happen in your life and how it will all go down. And when we take those hints, signs and help we are headed for a life of unending awesomeness and joy.

These guys say that they feel better when they eat his way, and I say I feel better when I eat that way, and you say you feel better when you eat your way. BAM! As long as you feel good then that is all that matters. And if you don’t feel good, subway has 5 dollar foot longs for the whole month of Feb. That’s a great jumpstart.

Sure our water may be dirty and our air may be dirty, but the thing is, HERE WE ARE. HERE WE ARE. HERE WE ARE. All worrying is going to do is create more worry. Worry doesn’t help anything. If you feel right that’s all that really matters. Once again. I like where I am, I am accepting of change and understand that my life can go completely anywhere, but I know what I am comfortable with and what I am not comfortable with, and God knows where I will be the most happy. I was led here to Orange Beach and I didn’t even want to come. Once I sat back and took a look around I started to realize how amazing everything around me really is. And there is no doubt about that. Things just keep getting better. I am making more and more money and I am happy and not worried, about having to live a certain way, cause I know if I needed to be anywhere I would be led there. Sometimes that’s hard cause we don’t understand new situations, but all that is happening is that we are being led to the next stage that will make us happier. All we have to do is let it come to us. LET IT COME TO YOU! LET IT COME TO YOU! LET IT COME TO YOU! Its all there and its all amazing. Nothing is wrong with the world. The world is what you make it. If you see fun then you will get fun, if you see horror then you will get horror. If you ee joy then you will get joy. I cant say it any better than that. and anytime something bad happens, it is just to teach us , show us, or to point us in a new direction to get us passionate about something new, and to be able to help others in another area.

I am just so excited, and so thankful to be where I am. And I couldn’t be happier. I am loving life. And I am loving working on my vocals, and piano skills and getting better and better and better. I am just so ecstatic. I cant explain how awesome it is to be where I am and have the things that I have and the opportunities. Thank you God for leading me here and giving me the opportunity to see life as I do, and to understand that I am only here to live in the best way that describes me as an individual.

I will continue being thankful for my gift, and for my ability to play piano and sing and entertain, and I will be careful with my instrument and love myself, and at the same time have fun for me, with my peoples cause I know that is ok too. And as far as the food goes, I know it is up to what works for me. I am liking my diet as it stands now with the turkey and the Ezekiel torillas and all that stuff. It seems well balanced and I feel good and I look good, and it is only getting better. I LOVE MY LIFE AND I APPRECIATE MY EXPERIENCE SO MUCH!

The other thing I cant stop thinking about is the health deal. Like being healthy when you get older and being able to live and all that stuff. But I think all that stuff is just what ever. I mean LIFE is LIFE is LIFE is LIFE is LIFE. And yeah, maybe when I get older I will have wrinkly skin and go bald, maybe my skin will be tight as a tight rope and I will have wonderful teeth and beautiful hair. I don’t know. All I can do is what works for me now, and still enjoy my time while I am here. I think getting all hung up about how your future is going doesn’t really make a lot of sense. I guess people will tell you, to take care of yourself and that kind of thing, cause they get old, and have bad knees and their limbs start to get messed up and all that stuff. So I think paying attention to that kind of stuff is a good idea obviously, but I don’t we need to get crazy about it. Our life is our life. And luckily for me I learned ealieron that the things we put in our body are what make or break us. But again here we are in this beautiful world right where we are. And there is nothing wrong with where we are once embrace the fact that it is perfect for us right now. And when something new comes along then we can take that. But to get all bent out of shape about what something is going to do to us when we are older just doesn’t make a lot of sense to me. As far as water and air and all that stuff. Eat well, stretch, move around, stay active and I think I will be fine. Plus I am a singer and a piano player anyway. That’s all I really need. Of course I don’t want to be miserable, but I think if I stay on the natural side of the food world I will be ok. I have found the balance that I like between health, fun, work, and the world as it is and where I am. I love it and I don’t think there could be a better place for or a better life for me to be living. I am so thankful and I am so excited to have my life and to know that it is ok for me to live anyway that I want to. That makes me really really really happy. and as the days go by, and as my life happens I will take advantage of the endless wellbeing that is always coming my way. cause I know there is enough well being for everyone and I know that I really like mine. So there is no need to get worried about the future. The future will be what ever the future will be. And I am sure I will be nudged in the right direction then too just like I am now. NO matter what. All I have to do is listen to my inner being and do what makes me FEEL the best. Always. If it feels good go for it. and don’t have regrets. Your life is awesome and there is no reason to have it any other way. it is beautiful and lovely every day and it is so amazing. There is no reason to worry or to think that you should be somewhere different then where you are. You should be exactly where you are, and in the condition that you are in. and you will be nudged in the right direction if you let yourself be, and if you are open to ideas other than your own. BE OPEN! There is so much more out there than what we can see. And Tomorrow is tomorrow. So do what you know to be true for you today and worry about tomorrow when it comes. No worries, No judgement. Just love, passion, happiness, and greatness. Life and Joy. Peace and harmony. Beauty beauty beauty and beauty. The world is amazing. The world is beautiful. And we are exactly where we are supposed to be. So don’t worry about having a house later, and don’t worry about having a healthy body later and don’t worry about having the right food, just do what feels good to you and what you know is RIGHT FOR YOU! Treat yourself like a million dollar race horse. Like your own. You are the only one that knows whats right for you and if you don’t have a problem with something that someone else has a problem with, it is because we are all individuals and we all have our own way of life and absorbing the energy around us. Everyone of us was made differently and with different passions, and energies and talents, and dreams. So one person may be able to “get away” with doing something for their whole life, that could easily kill another person. That is that. What you have to decide is your standard and what makes you FEEL GOOD and what makes you FEEL BAD. and try not to base it on anyone else’s experiences. Just go with your inner being figure out what you are inspired to do and the let it unfold right in front of  you. EMBRACE WHERE YOU ARE. YOU ARE THER FOR A REASON. LET YOUR OPPORTUNITIES COME TO YOU>.