A little ramble of how I am feeling…its quite nice.

I am here to be happy for every moment, and realize the unlimited divinity that is everything in existence. Nothing is bad or good it just is. I am here also to recognize the divinity of where I am and what I am doing in each moment. When I know something is not right I immediately drop it. I do not make things up in my head to be better or worse than they should be. I only am here now. And I continue with the effortless flow of the universe to live the most divine life possible.

I am beginning to understand much more now that it may not ALL be about our space or environment. I think space has a lot to do with it, but we must not fret or fear ever. We must always trust that when we live in the divine light we are acting in the best way that we could be acting. Even if we think there could be something better. In this moment we are the best we can be if we want to be. The only way we be that way is to shut up and listen.

I thought that going to Hawaii and living with out electricity would be the best way for me to live, because of the interference, with all the power and cell phones and tv and all that, but now I am understanding that, again this may not be my path, and although I am certain I want to live a pure life, pure may not always mean what I think it means, but I know that it does mean to listen to the divine spirit, and to go with what I know to be true, and to discontinue what I know to be wrong. If my spirit is telling me to be easy, even though I may feel like I need to move, I should be easy.

I was all strung out about playing piano, and working in a bar and all this, and yes, I know this can be troublesome if you make it that way, but I don’t have to make it that way. All I am doing is playing piano and singing songs. It is up to these people to do what they will to their bodies. I will not be partaking myself, and I am sure when it is time for me to not do this anymore the perfect opportunity will be presented to me, but it is nothing that I have to get crazy about and go chasing all these things. I really need to just be still and attract what I want by being divine and listening to my inner being, and going with the effortless flow.

The real sweet surprise was the farm. Just waiting there for me, to come and help Mr. Rosmondo. I knew that there was something for me to do, and I knew that there was a reason for me to be in OB, and now I know what it is.

So more than worrying about technicalities, and worrying about the hows… like “how can I be pure if I am living around electricity…” “How can I live in a divine sense if I am clouding my body with interference?” (and really it is only interference if you let it be. If you truly do your best at purifying yourself in what ever environment you are in, I believe your intention is much more powerful than your environment, if you SURRENDER) The thing now is to realize this. and this is the most important thing of all for me… There is no better way to live divine, than to go with what you know to be true, go with your light, don’t go against the grain. No matter where you are, no matter what you are doing, you may not even understand, but #1. The divine whole knows that you are here, #2 the divine whole knows where you want to be(or where you think you wan to be…haha), #3The divine whole has a specific way to work everything out to make you the most divine that you could be, and by listening, and being aware and in the now, you are being, doing and having exactly what you should be. That’s all. So, STOP! Stop getting in the way of the universe. Be where you are and instead of chasing things, understand that everything you are supposed to be, do or have will happen effortlessly, and with ease, and awareness. The right things will be presented to you in a fashion that makes it unfathomable, if you let it. If there is a struggle to make something happen, you better think about what is going on, and I don’t mean a personal will struggle, I mean if things aren’t lining up. Let it come to you, you will meet those people, you will be put in the perfect place, no matter how, so do what you are doing today, and forget yesterday, forgive your self and your people, and forget the future because it is all about RIGHT NOW. The things that are supposed to come to you in the future will, if you let them. Sit back, look at your situation and know that you are not being judged. You are divine, and by not jumping the gun, you are being even more divine. By staying, and listening for the right moves at the right time, you are being more divine. By not getting worried or out of hand, you are being more divine. These are the things I know to be true. This is living life in “the way”. This is a divine life. Don’t get in the way of yourself. Don’t make things more difficult than they need to be, for your self. Yes do what you think is right, but for Pete’s sake, shut up, stop moving for two seconds, and listen to what you are doing right, cause chances are, its EVERYTHING!